HAWA-384 Married for 19 years, a housewife living an ordinary life. Lately, I feel my heart growing colder with each passing year…I just want to have one more burning sex that makes my heart race like when I was a teenager, just from a kiss. One-day boyfr

My beloved husband and I have been together for 19 years, through both the good times and the hard times. My only son has grown up well, and I thought I would be able to spend every day with you as happily as I did when I was young...But you never saw me as a woman, and every time I realize that, I feel my heart die little by little.My anxiety about growing old grows every day...Once again, I want to shine as a woman, not as a wife or mother, but as a woman. Somewhere, the ``woman'' inside me still longs to be strongly embraced by a man, so today, I will betray you for the first time and be embraced by another man.